First I would like to make clear my reason for publishing this post. It is not to gain glory or praise but rather it is to help give others the courage to reach out in love to their fellow man. God has not led me into harms way, and I trust He will continue to do so. The world has many needs and until we unitedly work together to help one another there will always be someone in need of a helping hand, a warm meal, a place to sleep, or a feeling of love. I found one such today, and consider what I did for him to be a small simple thing, hardly worthy of notice, yet not many would do what I did today.
As I have been seeking to be closer to God, I have been praying for the opportunities to help my fellow man and use my gift of empathy and love to benefit others. Today there was an ice storm, and my husband forgot to bring his ice scraper to work with him. I offered, and brought it, found his car, and put it in for him so he'd be able to scrape his car off when he gets off work. On the way out of the parking lot I passed a homeless man with a sign asking for food. I felt like I needed to go back and help him. I found a safe place to park and flashed my lights at him. He came over and I offered to bring him to my home for dinner tonight since I was already planning on feeding company. He accepted and got in. He looked around at my four kids in the back of my van and asked if I was babysitting.
"Nope, they're all mine."
He went on to talk about the fact that he's doing what he's doing for survival. I asked if he had a place to sleep tonight and said I could bring him there after dinner. He had a daughter but didn't want to ask her for help. He used to ridicule and judge the homeless. I mentioned the scripture judge not that ye be not judged. And we discussed it. He told me he's a Christian and talked a lot about thinking people shouldn't judge him. I talked about Christ teaching to care for the poor and the needy, and that that is why I decided to help him. He asked what sort of gathering I'm having for dinner tonight, and I happened to be signed up to feed the missionaries. He asked what church I belonged to and I told him, and then he asked hastily, "Is that the real time?"
"Yes, the clock is correct."
"I forgot I'm supposed to meet my sister." And he gave me directions to drop him off at a church. I think the prospect of dinner with missionaries scared him off, though it could be that he did in deed forget a meeting with his sister. Either way I felt good that he could warm his hands and that he had a place to go. I made it home with just enough time to cook dinner for the missionaries.
During dinner the sisters asked about my day and I told then about my trip out and helping the man with a sign, and his decision to forgo dinner with me when he learned of the missionaries being part of it. After dinner I had a discussion with the sisters about trying to be close to God and that His Spirit gives me the confidence to do things to help others in need. I never would have done something like this 3-4 months ago. But having a prayer in my heart as I go through the day I can have the confidence that if helping someone would jeopardize the safety of myself and my children God would warn me. But perfect love casteth out all fear, and as I love God more, and my fellow man more, I no longer fear what man can do. To quote the bishop in Les Miserables, "Have no fear of robbers or murderers. They are external dangers, petty dangers. We should fear ourselves. Prejudices are the real robbers; vices the real murderers. The great dangers are within us. Why worry about what threatens our heads or our purses? Let us think instead of what threatens our souls." Let us seek love and charity and if we are on the Lords errand he will protect us, but if not we will know that so too were the prophets of old persecuted and killed. The only real fear is for our souls.
1 comment:
Beautiful Camilla! Thank you for sharing your experience from today. I too try to help my fellow man. For me- when the Spirit directs me to pick up a person I do it. I always seem to have atleast one kids in the van with me. When I don't get that verification from the Spirit I move on,but pray that someone else will be guided to help that person. It truly is by the small and simple things great things come to pass. One heart at a time.
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